Thursday, January 13, 2005

::sigh::

Today is just one of those days. I don't know why. It's just one of those days in which I begin to wonder what in the world is wrong with me. Somedays it just feels like I must be the dumbest, ugliest .... you get the picture ... person in the world. I get stuck in these funks every so often. I don't really know why, but I hate it.
I hate the feeling. I hate how down it makes me feel. I hate that I can't just snap my fingers and fix myself and be a normal human being. I hate that my children have such a screwed up mom, and my husband has to deal with a screwed up wife. I hate that I am a 25 year old person and I still haven't figured out how to deal with my emotions.
I am just hating a lot of things today.

2 comments:

Mel said...

I know how you feel.

Tina said...

Is there a rule that people have to feel stressed, and depressed in January? I hope you snap out of it quickly, because if you aren't a cute and fun mom, then who is? :)