for that feeling of peace and calm over here.
Everything just feels like it's being magnified about 1,345,157,267,262,742,753 times and it isn't making for the best of days.
I am trying to stay calm and cool and not completely lose it.
I still yell too much. I get far too frustrated with the kids. I am very argumentative these days.
I stay up too late trying to pack our things up and then rush around the day trying to straighten out the chaos left behind from packing. I lose 2 hours during the day when I nap with babyboy because I'm just so tired.
I can't pack during the day .. my helper-baby takes out what I'm putting in. Or he rearranges piles of things that have been sorted out. So if I want to get anything done, I have to stay up late. ::sigh:: It's not a good pattern nor a great lifestyle right now.
But despite everything going on around me, I just want to find a bit of peace or a way to bring the edge off. Just even getting rid of that edge would be a very nice thing indeed. If anyone has any ideas to do this, please share. Of if you are the praying sort, please pray that I can find some peace. Thanks