Friday, May 26, 2006

Thinking about ...

changing the name of this blog.
I am not skipping along anywhere these days.
I don't know ... I'm even contemplating deleting this blog all together. I feel an incredibly strong drive to just pull away from well, basically everything. Last time I felt this way, I did delete my blog. Just up and took it off the internet one day. Then I got brave and started this one up again ... but now I think all I do is whine and complain and well just how fun is that? Not very. And I feel very anxious and exposed and I want to run and hide. And the question should be from what exactly?
The whole like 3 people who stumble upon this blog by accident each day?
I don't know ...
things are just not fun over here anymore. They are not going well. And I am definitely not skipping along these days ...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

(((Brandie))) I have no idea what is going on, but if you ever need to unload on somebody, just IM me. I check this blog because I like to know what you and the kiddos are up to, good or bad. If you need to complain, then complain.
Karen

Smoov said...

Brandie, it sounds like you just need some space! Don't beat yourself up. You have three young kids with whom you spend most of your time. It is perfectly normal to feel the way you feel! This will pass and you will look back and laugh about it. You are doing a fine job as a mother, cut yourself some slack!